NaNo is hard work…

Yesterday I called it a night at 15,000 words cumulative total.  I don’t remember how many of them I wrote yesterday but it was a lot.  This I know because my body told me so and all the classic signs of fatigue made an appearance.

Here’s an exchange I had with my oldest son last night as I toiled in my third or fourth hour.

“Mom, I need tape,” he announced standing beside me at the desk I’ve staked my claim to for the next month.

“What kind of tape?” I snapped, irritated with the interruption.  My characters were having a big row and it had rubbed off on me.

“Whaat,” he said in that deliberately dull way that only teenagers can pull off.  No, strike that.  They can’t pull it off, hence the elevation in my irritation.

“Scotch tape, masking tape, first aid tape, video tape, audio cassette tape, eight track tape…what, what, what?”  I snarled like a tiger ready to eat her young.

He looked at me and blinked.  Okay, so maybe he didn’t know what some of those kinds of tapes were.

“Sticky tape.”

“AAAAHHH!”

“Scotch tape.”

“You mean like we keep here?” I asked opening the upper right cabinet door of the desk not more than eight inches in front of him, hoping he’d put it back the last time he’d used it.

“Yep!  Thanks.”  He loped off.

I still had another thousand words to go because I was bound and determined to hit 15k before my head hit my pillow.

My husband returned from a business dinner, clearly in the mood to chat.  He plopped his big frame in the easy chair next to the desk and sighed.

Please don’t want to talk, please don’t want to talk, please go watch television.

But I didn’t say any of that.  I listened patiently to his dinner story and then he said, “I’m tired.  Are you going to watch television?”

“Yes but I have another thousand words to go.  I’ll be down when I’m done.”

Miraculously he left without another word or without looking hurt that I’d packed him off.

When I got to my goal and updated all my word meters,  I shut down the computer and went downstairs.  I don’t remember what hubby was watching.  He doesn’t either because he was asleep in his chair.  I plopped down on the loveseat and stretched out.  It felt nice…for the five minutes that my conscious self registered it.

At ten o’clock he woke me and we trudged off to bed.  I looked wistfully at my computer as I passed it…maybe another five hundred words??  Then I turned and looked inside my bedroom, where my eggplant-colored flannel sheets from Lands’ End (because they really do make the best sheets) sang to me like a Siren.  The sheets won…but my characters weren’t sleepy and they decided to fool around a bit.  I fell asleep before my voyeuristic mind could even get to the naughty bits, which was too bad because I need the material for a few chapters from now.   Oy!  This NaNo stuff is hard work.

AW Flash Fiction — 11/1/09 — “Found”

Tonight’s Flash Fiction story–90 minutes from the reveal of the theme word(s) to posting.  I liked this one but it got mixed reviews, especially the ending.  Oh well, can’t please everyone.

“Found”

My wedding was in a month and I still hadn’t found the perfect dress. Now I don’t like to say I’m picky but in this case I definitely was. I went to bridal shop after bridal shop. I read through all the latest Bridal magazines. I even looked at the pattern books but nothing spoke to me. And now time was running out.

“Samantha, just go with that first one you tried on at Lyle’s Bridal Boutique in Houston,” begged my mother, clearly exasperated that her youngest of four daughters was being so difficult.  “It looked gorgeous on you.”

“It was an insipid choice with all those God awful ruffles. I can’t believe that out of all the dresses I tried on, that’s the one you would suggest that I settle on. Besides, it made me look like the bride of Frankenstein.”

“Well what about that ivory one at Julian Formalwear?” she suggested not so helpfully.

“Ugh, even worse!”

“I really don’t know what to say here, Samantha. You’re running out of time. At the rate you’re going, the only thing you’ll be able to get will be something off the rack or from a second-hand store.”

“You know that’s not a bad idea,” I said, with the first bit of enthusiasm I’d felt since I got engaged.

“What? Off the rack? Please no, not yet, Sam. You still have some time, just not very much.”

My mother’s face bore the lines of worry initiated when I’d turned thirty and still didn’t have a “beau” as she called it. They grew a little deeper each year until at the ripe old age of thirty-two, I found the man of my dreams, Sheldon. Oh I know she and everyone else was probably thinking, “Sheldon? How could any man named Sheldon be the man of Samantha’s dreams?” I’m sure that they thought I was settling then, that my biological clock had made me relax my standards. But they were so very wrong then and they were wrong about the wedding dress too. I knew it was out there and that I’d find it.

“I’m going to that little second hand consignment store on the corner called ‘Victoria’s Recycled Secret’.

“Oh, good Lord, Sam, you can’t be serious,” scoffed my mother. My sister Tish joined in with her and also pooh-pooh’ed the idea.

Tish said, “Sam, that place smells so musty and bad. The only people who put items in there are people in their seventies or their children getting rid of estate items that no one else wanted.”

“I know and that’s why it’s so perfect,” I exclaimed.

My mother and Tish regarded me and then each other with a not so subtle exchange passing between them.

The next day I went to Victoria’s. The proprietress greeted me warmly at the door.

“Hello Miss. May I help you find something special?”

“Yes ma’am. I need a wedding dress.”

“Oh, yes you do, don’t you? And a very special one too, I’ll bet.” She beamed at me and I felt very much at ease with her. “My name is Samantha,” she said as she beckoned for me to follow her to one of the back rooms.

“My name is Samantha too. How about that for a coincidence?” I said. I knew I had been right to come here.

Samantha walked straight to the most beautiful gown I had ever seen.

“Oh my! Can I try it on?” I asked, giddy with anticipation.

“Of course, dear. The dressing room is back there.”

I slipped it on over my head and Samantha helped me with all the buttons. She stood behind me as I looked at myself in the mirror. I don’t know who had more tears in her eyes, me or her. We both gazed at my reflection and nodded, in perfect synchronization.

“You look breathtaking in this dress,” she gushed and I knew she was sincere and not just angling for a sale.

“I know,” I said, all modesty aside. I had to have it. It was the perfect dress.

As I moved to the cash register to pay for it, I asked, “How much do I owe you?”

“How much do you have in your wallet? I only take cash, you see,” she said.

I panicked. I never carried much cash. This was a credit card world. But I pulled out my wallet and peered inside. To my horror I realized I only had $6.76.

“Uh, could you hold it for me? I only have $6.76 cash.” I almost felt like crying.

“You can take it with you. I’ll sell it to you for $6.76,” she said with a huge smile on her face.

“Are you serious?” I couldn’t believe my good fortune.

“Yes, of course. But I do have one condition,” she said with a twinkle in her eye.

I shuddered wondering what kind of non-monetary condition she would demand. “Okay, what is it?”

“You must place it back on consignment when you become a widow.”

“Deal!” I said and she wrapped it up. I didn’t want to mull over her strange and morbid condition because it seemed so out there.

As I gathered my dress and prepared to leave the shop, I asked her, “Samantha, who’s dress was this?”

“Why mine, my dear and now it’s yours. My Sheldon and I were married for fifty-five years. I know you will be as happy as we were. I just know it.”

I knew it too as I skipped out of the shop with the perfect dress for my perfect day.

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